I am PREGNANT!!!
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
7:12 AM
Yes! Indeed, i am really sorry for scaring you guys with this random PREGNANCY SCARE but after watching quite some materials about teenage pregnancy/pregnancy, I myself have become quite crazy with this topic. loLx.
Well. The new Taiwanese Drama Series produced by Settv, 命中注定我爱你, is about a very normal working class female (Performed by Chen Qiao En), who got pregnant by a random guy after a one night stand in which neither of them can exactly remember what that has happened. Cant believe i betrayed They Kiss Again for this show cause this show, in one sense or another, is much more interesting then They Kiss Again, the sequel to the popular 2005 It Started with a Kiss. I shall dedicate an article on It Started with a Kiss and They Kiss Again as an atonement for my betrayal. LOLLL.
And why did i say even say that i am pregnant? loLx. Does being pregnant equals to being pregnant WITH A CHILD?!? Well, just so you know that i am pregnant with a food baby. Food-baby = FOOD. loLx. Why did i mention this anyway cause it will be gone from me in less than 24 hrs time. So that means...I will be giving birth to my food baby soon in the loo. LOLLL. A very creative way to express teh amount of food that consumed yesterday during dinner.
Talked about being pregnant and friends being pregnant during THE CLIQUE's gathering and regular family meetings. Just like to share some of the info. that i have collected from the discussions held, normally during meal-time. But first of all, let me introduce to you, THE CLIQUE - CheanFei, WeiFang, YiNing, Sara and MinWei. Please do forgive me if you are in the clique and i have missed spelling out ur name here, it's done most unintentionally and i hope that i will be forgiven for such mistakes. Anyway, from the discussions, in which are mostly about the prediction of age in which we will be married and getting pregnant, the first person who will first achieve such an honour in life FIRST, AS INFERRED FROM THE DISCUSSIONS, should be WeiFang. Not sure about her though but some of us are fully up the sprout that she's going to be the first member of the clique to get married and pregnant. As for me, i might very well be the last given the eccentricity, bad-temper, highly erratic, practical and materialised in which i am known for for most of my life. Moreover, the fortune-teller that i went to lke 2 yrs ago told me that i can't get married until i am about 28 yrs old. Not sure whether i can even live up the age. What if i die when i am 27 yrs 364 days...That will be like so depressing.
Talked to Lisa about pregnancy too. But mainly, we touched on more freaky topics like abortion. Lisa once asked me a very simple but yet complicated qns that i still do not know the qns to it yet - Will you get an abortion if you got pregnant with an unwanted child? My answer to it now is currently - If i got pregnant when i am schooling (I doubt i would ever engage in pre-marital s.x but the future is always unpredictable so let's talk about this first), I will abort the baby cause i am financially, physically and emotionally unequipped to take care of an infant. And if i got pregnant when i am working, i guess i will just give birth to the child and send it to some people who simply adore this kind of "pooping joy". This is my answer to Lisa's question. I am not sure whether or not i will change my answer when i grow up, when my physical and emotional bodies are more developed, well formed. But that's my current answer to such question...yea..
I wonder sometimes if i have any chance of getting married/pregnant. The chances seem to be slim cause i wanna take care of my parents for the rest of my life since all they have is two daughters and they really love us very very much. I will give up my opportunity to...you know...get married to my younger sister who is so much prettier and smarter than me. Yea, she has loads of wits. Part of the reason why i chose to take care of my parents instead of getting married is that i doubt STRONGLY that i can ever find my Mr Right in this world that is so so huge. Unless i found the guy who is meant for me by the power of god, i shall continue my journey to become a spinster.
More fragments to be posted later. Now, i must sleep. :D
