Remembrance of the past - Or so I call it
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
10:55 PM
Pretty surprised by the fact that I am creating a blog, was thinking about going for the mysterious and secretive way of living my life. But, come to think of it, it seemed like a pretty bad way of living your life, cause my friends who have exiled, departed will not be informed or at least acknowledged of my well-being right now. I am not sure if anybody cared or bothered about me, but i am certain as shit that I am writing for nobody but myself and people who give a shit for me. Sorry for being so franked on my first post. Just trying to make things clearer for myself. loLx.
Been thinking about a lot lately and have actually been to blog hopping and realised I have failed to update about my thoughts, feelings towards issues like Valentine's Day, Chinese New Year and all (I do read archives). So...just wanna start talking about my Valentine's Day for a start - You know, just allow me to dwell on the past before i move to the future of unknown.
V'Day is, like every single year that i have lead for my lifetime, SINGLE. Well, i am still not keen on breaking this tradition until someone really superb comes to my sight and i believe that there will be this day. Of course, there are days that i would actually re-watch Bridget Jones and wonder if i might end up like her if i don't start bitching around for male parties. So...I think i will just let nature take its course. I don't really have an IDEAL V'Day in mind cause if i can be with that someone who truly loves me and whom i love most deeply, everyday is V'Day to me. Cliche but true, anybody who have/had a bf or gf before should know that very well, huh? :D
Let me talk about the friends whom i made this past 2 years and the ones whom i met recently in which i have close relations to. Cheanfei, Weifang and Yining, from what i heard from very reliable sources, are now living their lives to the greatest. I hereby wish them all the best and may they excel academically and remain a healthy body. Then, there are friends whom i made while deejaying in HabboSoup.net. My besties in Habbo now are Rawker. (Reen) and ..Lisa. But just yesterday, i did something incredibly wrong to Lisa and i would like to tell her that i am really sorry for what that had happened as i was in a really disturbed mood at that time. I am sorry and i hope our friendship will not end because of this cause i really cherish you as a friend. Of course, to Reen, hope everything's going fine with cheepong. Hahaha
These months doing all these deejaying has been one of the most spiritually fulfillinf things that i ever did in my life. Reaching out to the fatique, tired souls of listeners tuning in to me - one of the best things in the world.
Movies, one of my favourite subjects - I must talk about it. My favourite movies of the year 2007 are Atonement and Juno. At one point i was so obsessed with the movie Juno that i almost selected it as my christian name. Anyway, things don't work this way. Haha. Still searching for a christian name though. Really enjoyed Keira Knightley and James McAvoy's performance in Atonement. It's a movie about passionate love and how it is torn by jealousy. Read the book and realised that the book was actually better than the movie. The book dives in more into the use of language, imagination to manipulate the truth. It's very true. As for Juno, I LOVE Ellen Page's performance. Have always loved her after Hard Candy. OH! How can i forget to mention La Vie En Rose starring Marion Cottilard. I just watched it on DVD and it's amazing! What a performance by Cottilard - She looks and acts totally the part. La Vie En Rose (Life of a Rose) or La Mome (Little Sparrow) is a biography of the life of the distraght popular French singer Edith Piaf, how she travelled from the ghettos to the upper classes right to her death. Great movie.
And so, I believe i have done quite enough story telling for today. That's all and I really hope that all the people that i care for are all well. Okies, shall sign off right now for some sad Korean Melodrama.
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