Silence is Bliss...
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
7:20 PM
Chanel No. 5 Gotta save up to buy it soon. :D
Have been living silently for the past few days for now. Accept for some whining, screaming and talking - IN MY DREAMS. Yea, life's a bitch. :D
Set to collect my pink laptop skin tmr. loLx... I feel like buying more of the skins for my pathetically plain laptop. As the laptop skin is reusable, i guess it's worth the money after all. Haha...
Stilling rotting and still waiting for the day in which i will die in NP. Not very familiar about Ngee Ann Poly still i was enrolled in. Not long ago, i received a call from someone who asked me how it feels like to be enrolled in such a "formidable" school and my first reaction was - "Well...I am excited but at the same time, afraid that i might get hurt". And then this person told me that since i haven't gone through the things yet, why freak yourself out? Yea, sure. Well then, i shall just try to relax myself - you know, shoot some adrenaline in my brain and die of hysteria. LOLLL.
Watched JUNO for the sixth time. Feel like taking some behaviour meds which make you jump into a fountain in a shopping centre and proclaiming that you are a "Kraken from the sea". loLx. That's pretty cool. I shall go to Suntec to get this mission done. Jump into the world's famous fountain of wealth and get spread all over worldwide magazines, headline reads "Crazy girl jumps into fountain pretending to be a Kraken" - Subheadline reads - "Sent to IMH for further examinations".
Wanna get some boozes lately...But end up drinking Lemon Barley which is actually left from this yr's Chinese New Year. Life's still a bitch.
Seems to me that the only thing that made me wanna live is the "wonder world" that happens in my dreams. I dream of some pretty fancinating things and i find myself sleeping more than usual just to get into the state of mind - to dream. I dreamt of a garden yesterday - I am in the midst of the garden, planting in a beautiul white dress. Woke up to check if i am dead already. Today, i dreamt that i am a fish in a ocean which gets eaten by this killer whale and end up as a part of it's waste and dissolves slowly in the sea. Scary huh?
Well. Talkign about dreams. The most frightening dream that i every had is the state when i am having a state-wide examinations like the Os. After the Os, i dreamt of myself having to take teh SS paper and i haven't even studied about it. Then you wake up finding you social studies when you see your result slip and came to a sudden realisation that everything is just a dream. You should try this dream someday if you haven't. You might end up freaking out your parents and siblings as well.
Find myself expressing in this blog more than usual. All words, no pictures. I promise that the pictures are coming right up. There will be an entire post dedicated to my fave movie posters, remember? So ya...teh pictures are ready and there will be this polling session in which you guys will decide for me which i should choose to be customised to be my laptop skin.
No one seems to be reading my posts these days. Perhaps they find me whining too much. Shall whine more.