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Being normal
♥ Friday, April 24, 2009 9:16 PM

What's normal anyway?

I ask myself this question frequently when i am spending my time in daze. Well teh answer to this question is "I don't know". Seriously, it is about perpectives. Technically, no one's normal. No one is normal to me. Not even myself.

Who knows? I might be spending my days at home listening to some weird indie music, watching som weird indie movies and drinking some stale milk from 1 month ago and not getting sick until 2 wks later.

Fuck knows what's normal.

Beads of cold sweat is dripping from my forehead. Feeling sick right now but i am lucky to have some VCDs to accompany me through these difficult times. I seriously need someone right now. But i am invisible qand you can't see me. Everything's surreal to me. Even the blood. I need it to drip from myself, from my arm, from my wrist. The word suicidal is an unknown word to me.

I hear someone calling me! Is it you? It's you isnt it? I have waited for you for so long, even in my dreams...

Come back, come back to me.