The Fuck Phrase
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Friday, April 24, 2009
8:51 PM
Currently suffering from heavy bouts of heavy headed-ness, I fell really uncomfortable right now. Not sure why but probably is just another nauseous blog post.
I have been feeling shitty lately and the worst thing is, i know exactly why. Things didnt go according what's planned initially - in which the initially here means in my Yr 1 Sem 1. I have not been planning this headache and heartache then, but well, here i am now suffering from it. Doing another soul searching to check out what i missed out in life. Life is such a small word but yet filled with great meanings. Oh fuck me! I hate big meanings but that is what that make out mi life.
My life lately is shitty. I hate it. I havent hated it since i was sec 3 but now i am hating it again. Something that is done a few days ago made my life shitty. I realise then i am incapable of letting anyone who has entered my life go easily. Technically this should be a difficult thing for the person, but i realise that it is a much difficult thing for me to go through. Of course this may have been an excuse but unfortunately it is not.
Going to teh doctors tmr to check my bp. Hope everything's fine or else i am bringing my sunblock.
CIAO